I can't figure out what I need to do or where i need to go,
but I do have this sinking feeling that I have lost control.
Its like a creature inside used to fuel my pride,
but some how it laid down, slowly cruled up and died.
It was the place, it was the power, but now its just empty
like a bloody face, a wilted flower, its hollow within me.
They speak quite, very gently, so none around can hear empathy.
They can't show, signs of emotion, none around can feel free.
So dont just close your eyes and go back to sleep,
before you, in anyway, end up one of the sheep.
I cant figure out how to get out of this rut
wondering where to go and what to get done
I have a feeling that its all too strange
when I arrive it always feels the exact same
stare with your eyes, hear with your ears
feel with your heart, but we know you don't care
smile with a grin of a killing man
filling his desires as simple as he can
for there is no gate to open, or lock up
we just keep pushing until we foul up
stare with your eyes, hear with your ears
feel with your heart, even though you don't care
people are amazing, amazing faults of all kinds
I am people, don't think I talk without faults of mine
but we should stand up together, not stand alone
maybe we could change, the things that keep us down
there is no time
to listen to the anger
we wish that we knew
how to feel the power
our lives are the same
but we think we need to change
each other in different ways
but in my mind It feels so strange
there is time to make excuses
or we could look in ourselves
see we are also in need of change
differences between all things the same
I am sorry I cant
say I am ok
but there is more to this
than just sorrow and apologies
I cant change the thing I was
before I met the person I love today
but we still got time to make
the days we wanna shape our way
I am sorry I cant
figure out why
you think your worse than me
when you save me everyday
and forgive me I cant
say I am ok
im sorry for
the things I can not change
I am sorry for
these things I can not change
but remember how
its only this moment now X4
There is a cold collection of feelings
piling up on top of the rest of us
we stand there hoping we can under estimate them
but usually they end up getting the best of us
we fight for the wars we think we will win
we cry for the ones who have lost everything
children standing there all alone in the aftermath
when are you gonna come and change it back
if you wanna jump, step to the edge
but if you wanna love, just step back
you think you know it all, but trust me
"it all" is a book you have never read
there is a warm feeling a brewing
deep deep down within ourselves
where we find the reasons for hiding
right along with everyone else
we fight for the things we cant lose
we scream for the ones who win
losers are running away from the intimidation
knowing they can never come back
so if you wanna jump, step to the edge
but if you wanna love, just step back
I am thinking of doing a contest for the page, but I cant figure out what would be universal for all artist in general. I was thinking some digital stuff, like extra hdd space or maybe certain programs, but nothing has really hit me where people will add their own art, because they want to win the prize!!! So any ideas of what you would want to win if you entered your art(music, drawing, animation, writings, poems you know any art in general??)
Please any ideas don't hesitate to post!!
This morning I was reading an article about the 10 most craziest girlfriends and like 8 of them had too do with a guy playing video games. I mean don't get me wrong, I do not think that a man should play a game for like 38 hours and the only time he talks to his girlfriend within that time is to ask for a sanmich or bevvie to moist your poor lil dry mouth. Though I also have to say to the girlfriend that their is a lot more too it than just "ignoring" you to play video games, because that's usually not what is happening.
Now let me put this into perspective for the females out there to see a little bit more in sight to how the relationship really works with gamers. Before you and that guy had gotten together he lived his life in anyway he wanted to, he would play any game at any time(KEY SUBJECT), he would eat what he wanted when he had the chance and he would talk to any female that he found attractive and wanted to talk to. Now this guy noticed you and went up and talked to you, and you being the girl that very much liked his dorky charm and whatever it is that make girls fall in love with guys (or the complete opposite ). You guys start dating and spending a lot of time together. Now whenever you aren't together in this stage of the relationship, the guy is probably at home playing Call of Duty or League of Legends talking to all his dorky friends about how freakin awesome you are and that's probably 65 percent of his time at this stage in the relationship.
Now the girl is really digging on the male and visa versa, so they decide to move in with each other and spend the rest of their days together. So the guy spends all day, about 95 percent, with the girl and at the end of the day he comes home and turns on his video game console and plays Call of Duty with his friends, and lets say he does it for five hours straight, then he gets up and crashes. But this is where the problem usually starts for the female, first off you just ignored her for five hours, second off now the game has become more important to the male than the female(in the females eyes), thirdly you are now enjoying things without her (Sidenote to guys reading: Yes even if you have asked repeatedly for her to join in on the second controller and play). This is where girl gets angry and forgets a lot of things about video games in general.
Now this was normal life to the male until he married to the female see, he could hang with his girlfriend and his male friends as long as he wanted to. In fact there were probably times when they were just dating each other that the girl set at the guys house and watched him play games with his friends for hours on end to just be around the guy. So To the guy what has happened is that he basically traded his time of a passionate hobby to spend it with a girl, and then the girl has said that there is no more time for this hobby in our relationship. The guy doesn't want to give up his hobby and rightfully shouldn't have too, girl gets mad and in this article I was reading, erased some doods championship starcraft account, burned the tv and xbox combo and well a slew of other shitty shit that shouldn't of been destroyed over one persons hobby.
One of mans first loves from my generation and on is actually video games, Most women know that going into the relationship. Everyone loves to win, too be the alpha and to feel that feels when you accomplish something that seemed impossible! Now when your a male kid, before boys even knew the love of a good woman was possible, Video games gave us all this and only got better through out the years. Growing up you and your buddies play and vs. each other everyday and even turned mundane daily life choirs into competitive games. So things like this became accustom to a males life, and the technology only got better with connecting one another, which grew to be a big part of our lives as well. Plus Video Games keep a lot of people connected through internet and lets people play with other people even if they live states or countries away, for me personally this is how I stay connected to a lot of people!
From the female perspective I don't think they realize that living room gaming has replaced things like the pool hall or a lot of times even the bar, I mean would you rather have your boyfriend at home gamin with his buddies or at the bar with his buddies anyways? From the males perspective on the females thoughts about the subject aren't usually what is thought. Examples being when a girl thinks you just ignored her for five hours, the guy is thinking why she really isn't wanting to hang with you (Remember the girl has set with the guy gaming when in the dating stage) or If a females thinking the gaming is more important then her a guy is usually thinking he is just gonna get a little gaming in, because the female is the most important thing in his life, that was stated when they moved in together.
ugh I kinda forgot where I was going with this now so I am just going to pull out the wrap it up box......
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